Terry C. Thomas provides an introduction to chapter nine of his book: At Least We Were Married.

My darling, Only the Lord can convey to you how much I need you and want
you right now. The day has been long and I keep thinking that soon I will see you, but you arent here. I have thought of you a million times. . . I am feeling more and more like my place is with you wherever you go and whatever you do.

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